In writing

Okay, i've realized that i need to write out my weight. [did i do that before?] Okay, i just checked, and i did type it out before. oh well, i'm gonna do it again...

Start weight: 211
Weight as of Super Bowl Sunday [2/4?]: 195
--> That is 16 lbs lost
I forget when i next weighed myself. Probably 2/12: 190
--> That's 21 lbs lost

Now, i need to weight myself today. I have a foreboding feeling that i will have gained weight.
[I just ran upstairs to weigh in. i cant tell exactly what it is. my scale sucks, so if its not exactly on the five or ten line, i cant quite tell. So, its somewhere between 190 and 195, but closer to 190. it appeared to be 191 or 192. Not good for me]

i've been eating all week, for two reasons. 1) i was depressed b/c no one noticed i lost weight. 2) i had cabin fever and that further depressed me.

But i'm back on track today!!! Breakfast was just Total cereal + milk [3 pts] and coffee [2 pts]. i need to drink LOTS of water. i'm getting dehydrated, i can tell. headaches and feeling woozy.

i'm not sure what to do for lunch. hmm... i dont have too many options. and i need to figure out what to make for dinner. double hmmm...

i'll probably go out and buy potatoes. they are GREAT, only 1 pt and yet so filling. Definitely a "comfort food." I also found a recipe at recipezaar.com for meatballs, that you put apples in. Very interesting. I may buy ground turkey instead of burger though. not quite as fatty.

Oh, and in addition...

i did pilates once last week. and did lots of shoveling. i feel like i was really getting a workout. So, i'm gonna continue w/ the exercise. probably in the afternoons, not sure. But i felt really good afterwards, though my abs REALLY hurt.